A lot of things to get done… And a lot of energy I have to put in it… and you don't have any 'sweet and leisure' time to play until end of June… Remember that, reen!

Lepas presentation last 2 weeks… aku rasa benar-benar tercabar dengan keupayaan aku sendiri… For me, the presentation was really sucks! I'm not happy at all… I wish I could do better than that…!!! Although all of my friends in the department… Javier, Deya, Pete, Jill, Kevin, Nan, Sarah, Nessie and Mehdi said the presentation was really brilliant and superb… but, deep inside… I just felt that I'm act as a funny clown on the stage floor… OMG… It was terrible…!!!

Selasa lepas, meeting dengan Malcolm. Dia puji presentation aku…

"Congratulation on your presentation… It was really good… I am happy because you did very well on your presentation…"

Argghh…!!! tak sanggup nak terima pujian itu… Teruk rasanya! Malunyaaaaaaa….!!! It was really awkward…

Too much excuses before this… Demam laa… pening laaa… sakit laaa… selsema laaa… Quizzes… Assignment… Module… Test… Exam… So, NO more excuses… Jangan manja sangat!

So, I decide to work harder than before… I wish I could do better… I wish I could understand better… I wish I could proud with myself…

Now, I realised that… Statistics is not a subject anymore… but it is part of my life… it is my journey… that is why I am here… to complete my journey…  I have to hold it tight…

Dear reader… Could you please pray for my success? I really need that… Thanks. J

p/s: Congrats to Mehdi and Entisar for their successful on viva… Now, they have a plenty of time for philosophy… J